OMG. i really apologise for the kikwang picspam delay. LOL
i've just been so busy these few days. :)
went out with my brother and his friends just now.
Ate big apple yumm! ;D
i bought beast's mastermind malaysian version. :D
now i have 2 mastermind's. :)
&&, my brother bought 2 korean drama's and 1 japanese.
i dint know he liked korean/japanese drama's. xD
i just finished watching " Sky Of Love" with him,
OHMYGOD. its damn touching! i love it. even my brother cried.
and the guy inside also damn hot. :P
i rate it 10/10 HIGHLY RECOMMENDED. :D
but prepare alot of tissue. ;p
i'll do afew other posts to make up for the days i dint blog. :)
Bye-yeom!

(aww kikwang. i really neeed a hug right now. ):< *hugskikwang* How i wish i could hug you in real life!)

HELLLLLOOO PEOOOPLEEE! :D
ITS HAAALOOOWEEENNN. WOOO
Be afraid, very afraid. im under your bed. :) heeee.
Well, its not only halloween! its alsooo.........................................................................

CELEBRATING GIKWANG JOINING TWITTER! :D
OMFG. im serious, i got the SHOCK of my life.
when i heard he's on twitter. i jumped, and all my food droped on me.
ahahahha! now like everyone's spamming his @mentions.
so am i. i just hope he'll see it. :(
*pray* soo, 환영 to twitter kikwang ♥ ! :)
to celebrate. i'll do kikwang picspam later :D! ahahaha.
I slept at 2.00am yesterday ! why?
I was on twitter the whole night spamming kikwang and trying to trend #welcomeGK #welcomekikwang #welcomeKikwang !
The admin from "KikwangBiased" said that im kikwang's biggest fan! AHAHAH *screams*
of course i am. :) okay, for now,
bye-yeom!

When i went out yesterdayyy i bought kpop magazines. :D
and now the posters and stuff have polluted my room <3
:D thats the outside of my door.

Here's the inside. :D

And thats my computerrr area. :D
see those papers on my computer? ;3
they're all beast pictchursss. <3
woot. ilu beast
byeyeom!

Soooo, yesss. i had an awesome time with awesome people
yesterday. :)
i love you people. <3
dint take many picts though.
the movie was nicee :D
wai ching, phei chin and natelie kept on closing their eyes
at the sex scences and stuff. AHAHHA me and meiyin were like
*stare at screen, continue watching* HAHAH. xD
it was sad as well. :) i kinda cried . LOL
oh yeahhh ,
MY GODDD. JUST STOP BITCHING ABOUT IT ALREADY. THANKYOU!
WHAT THE FUCK DID WE EVEN DO ANYWAYS?!

ishhh, i cant stand it anymore larr !
I WANT NEED TO MEET BEAST.
I CANT LAST ANOTHER DAY. IM GONNA DIE!
DDD: <


3 pretty girls. :)
ANDDD, heres another one! meiyin <3
Sarang hae yo! :)

Wanted to eat MCD , butt
it was FULL! D:
no place to sit. so we ate KFC
and it was awesomee :) .

Ahemmm, waichign abit "siao"
already. haha , going the wrong way of the escalator. there were afew
people staring at us. :P
i miss the fun we had. :D
alright, off to eat. ;D
geeez , im getting so fat.
anywayy, since its after exams,
gotta start going to the gym and dance classes.
might enroll later. ciaoo
Bye-yeom!



SCREAMMMMMM! :D
EXAM IS OVERRR. FREEEDOMMMMM!
GOODBYE, BOOKS, EXERCISES, NOTES. I WILL MISS YOU :D
PFFFTTTT. LETS PARTY
I CANT WAIT FOR TOMORROW. GOING TO AEON WITH ,
- Wai ching
- Phei chin
- Mei Yin
- Natelie
WOOH. gonna have a great timee! :)
lets go karaoke and do stupid stuff. >:D
im getting more and more lazy to blog. D;
anywayyy, i'll blog agan later. :D
Bye-yeom!

Cant blog these days. but dont wanna leave it dead
so i just a short update now. ;D
i'll tell about my papers and upcoming stuff on
thrusday after my exam. god i cant wait!
for now, study. :)
at least i try okay! LOL.
Bye-yeom!


* i love you too kikwang

Suuupppp. :)
sooo, weeelll,
my plan for studying yesterday, sorta , kinda,
basically, pretty much failed. LOL
after i studied my english, i had to go to my uncle's
shop to help him cook and stuff. <: it was soo muchhh FUN!
i talked with my cousin's girlf alott. ;D
she's really fun. sooo, todayyy. i hope i'll be able to study,
and pray that i dont slack

OMFGGG, beast breath was on MTV just now!
lol, i dont know why when i see them on tv i get hyperr like fuck.
anyway, weird thing is i cried. HAHAHA! i let out all of my emotion towards them
at that time. my whole family was'nt awake yet. so i just cried
and it felt good. :) my eyes were red and swollen. i guess i cried cus
of missing their concert in malaysia. im still having regret towards myself for that.
i heard they'll be going to thailand for Mnet ultimate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and singapore as well!!!!
fcuk! i wanna go dam badly. but somethings telling to wait for them to come to
malaysia. sooooooo, im not suree. :( having problems choosing!
Sungkyunkwan scaldal drama is not bad. i watched it from 9:00 - 11:13 :)
not bad actually. the guys are cute <:! ohhhh, speaking of guys :D setia alam kopitiam has so many cute guys <:! omoooo!!! okay, study time! :) ishhhh, i need some BRANDS!
bye-yeom!



( Ahhh, kikwang. i wanna meet you so dam badly. i'd kill myself! )
Gooooooodddd afternoooon. :)
just finished studying english. now geography! D:
HATE LARRHH HATEEE.
SHINee is in singapore right now. ;o
sadly jjong wont be attending kpop night due to his ankle injury. get well soon!
my brother made breakfast for me. is'nt that sweet? :D
CHEEE, i wanna meet b2st so FUCKING badly.
i would do anything. literally ANYTHING! ):<

This is how much im trying to study for today. ;D
hopefully, i dont slack on it. ;p

Ahhhh, KH. the most favourite hated subject. at least for me. D; i just hate it.
sej, kh , maths and.........................

GEOGRAPHY! HATE IT DAM MUCH. i wanna kill the person who invented it!

Theee breakfast my brother made for me. <:
the egg looks disgusting. but not bad ;D!
alright off to geography!
BYE-YEOM!

*his smile is the only smile in the entire world that can actually cheer me up. :)*
BM exam was today.
and surprisingly it was'nt as hard as i expected it to be. :D
im superr happyy!
Today is like, the best day everrr! :D
Well, why ?
1. Bm exam was kinda easy.
2. Had nice lunch. *burpp*
3. beast was on mubank just now. so was shinee and 2pm's comeback.
5. beast debut story was on MTV just now!.
well, thats not all im excited about. ;) 5th reasonn............................................................................................................
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See, that package up there? its very special to me. :D
inside it is..................... BEAST MASTERMIND ALBUM! :DDD
WOOHOO. yes it came todayyy! im superrr happyyyyyyyyyy.
The package-ing is so nice. :) and neat as well.
i was having a hard time opening it. because i was too scared D:
its so fragile to me. <3 style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 345px; height: 460px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEirfbYteyoYayksD3MgZkzywFBa6OY4XspfjnrYhtw_wHOz8b38o3TMjiawmtNpozGRV08u7TjUZCIZal7gzH7retX740FwB53gdWN2Gx7deZ4X2-QfFz7JAX-9RxZ12pZhMbFsl-X6WMJq/s320/22102010_021.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5530806350011416850" border="0">i finally opened it and then i was afraid to remove the bubble wrap. ==!

Finally opened it after 15 minutes. LOL and its the most unique
album i have ever seen. seriously, its really special. ;o and interesting
i love the colours as well. its "solar" kinda of material. the one that reflects
light and rainbow colours get on it.

OHHHHHELLLLYEAHHH!
The poster is DAM BIG!
when i say DAM BIG, I MEAN DAM DAM DAM BIG!
and its soooooooo NICEEEE!
it really is. :) i dint expect it to be soooooo big!
L-O-L ! geee, today is full in expectations. :)

The poster and the album :).

See the colours? it is LOVE! LOVE! LOVE!
one thing i hate about myslef is for missing their showcase in malaysia
on june. screw it! D;

There's a boklet inside, the paper was really good quality. (i sound like a retard)

The cover of the booklet. :D

SEE WHATTT I MEANN BY UNIQUEEE? ;D
is'nt it ? thats how its suppose to open up! the cd is under the booklet. ;D

this is how it looks before
i opened up for the CD.

the size comparison. :O its much much much bigger comapred to the "shock of the new era" album. :)

i camwhored using terri's phone. LOL
my hair's all messy x-x i just got back from school.
IM SUPER HAPPY NOW.
im trying to collect all their albums. :) butttt, the "Beast is the B2st" album
is not in sale anymore noww. D: ! urggghhhhhhhhhh.
i cant freaking wait until exams are overr! party !!!!!!!!!!!!!
WOOHOOOOOOOOO.
alright! im gonna go bathe now. :p
BYE-YEOM!




As you can see, i changed my blogskin. :)
if you cant see, GO GET GLASSES!
Well, exam is tomorrow. and what am i doing?
Sitting here blogging
are'nt i just awesome? Fcuk! i shud be studying.
got quite alot more to memorise.
and, i dont wanna fail any subjects. im also feeling kinda down,
i dont know why. i realised, i cant be fucked waiting for you anymore.
your'e just the same, useless & yet dissapointing.

To some dogs ;
Please lah. no life ar? obviously no.
but that does'nt mean you can take other people's life. YOU HAVE NO FUCKING BRAIN! because, if you have one. you would use it. oh well, what to do? some people are just born that way.

I know this is'nt the right time for blogging or whatever.
but since i have'nt updated in weeks, i'll update it now.
came back from school kinda late. around 6.40 cus
my mum wanted to go to jj, so me and my brother waited in the car.
for like 40 minutes?
anddd, in that 40minutes me and my brother started talking
about well, personal stuff. it was the first-most deep talk i had with my brother.
i enjoyed it. i know all his secrets <: *evillaugh*

i'll blog tomorrow. or maybe after the exams. and warning,
the next post will be a long one
fornow, i need to hit the books!
bye-yeom!

Happy birthday beast!
its been one year since they debuted. and took my heart ><
iloveyou guys! dorky, goofy, funny, just Perfect :)
winning everything, and having so many fans support you.
i hope you guys are having a nice time celebrating :) well at least , us b2uty's are.
my life has changed. :) happy365days.
16th october of every year ♥
i will never forget. :) you have my support all the way. :D
if it were'nt for them, i would'nt have even known k-pop.
they made me fall in love with k-pop. :)
imsoproud ofthem. :)
i feel like crying right now. but im too tired. ><
i wanna stay up! but i just cant, the sleepiness is taking over me. well, i 'll try my best.
i'll go out my neighbourhood tmr and shout. :) yes. for now, BYE-YEOM!

FEW MORE MINUTES UNTIL BEAST ANNIVERSARY!
IM HYPED UP. AND WAITING,
MYGOD . I FEEL LIKE IM GONNA BURST IN TEARS ANY MOMENT NOW.
FUCKMYSELF. STAY CALM!
TRYING. BUT I CANT AAAAHHHHHHHHHH
HELPHELPHELP!

HAPPYANNIVERSARYBEAST! you know we love you.
and support you whole way. keep making me smile in every way, :)
iloveyoudorks! how will my life be complete w/o you guys?

* be prepared for some emotional stuff later><*

WHUDDUP! :D
its a friday! :)
and i love friday's my mood is always good on these days.
i just finished watching beast documentary in singapore on mtv
yeahhh, i jsut watched the last parts. ): and i saw the part where there were 4 girls
and they got to have a bus ride with beast while beast sang an acapella version of shock to them
MYGOD, if i was one of those girls, i would be crying just by the sight of them
Am i proud to be a fan? FUCKYES

oh and, it was hard for me to decide butttt, welll.....
i turned down the opportunity to go to Mnet ultimate in singapore. :)
well, i wanna go soooo goddamn badly. butt, i wanna see beast in malaysia rather in singapore
so, i shall wait. and if they do come again, *first in line* :)
words cannot describe my "fangirl-ism" for them. only one can
" if i do see them, i know 100% that i will definitely cry."
yesyes, watching them on tv already made me teary. can imagine if i see them r/l ?
yes. i can, LOL.

my brother went for adam lamberrt yesterday. :) he said out of 10 he would give it a
11. :O im sooo jealous, he got the vip pass! i'l ltake a picture of it soon. kidna lazy now. well, how he got it? he painted his nails black and wore black make-up/eyeliner. ;o ! thats how he got chosen i guess. he's always the lucky one anyway! even for mtv world stage, he got the passes cus the guy called him out of the hundreds/thousands of people there. i wish i was as lucky as him. D:

well, for now. BYE-YEOM!

i had to update before i sleep.
so yes, im trying to keep calm right but i just CANTTTTTTTTTTT.
OHGODDDDDDDD>
:::: FROM NOW ONWARDS CAPITAL LETTERS! ::::

I CANT BELIVE IM GOING FOR MNET ULTIMATE LIVE IN SINGAPORE!!!!! ISOFUCKINGLOVEYOUMOMMY.
SHE WAS LIKE ITS OKAY IF ITS EXPENSIVE. IM FLYING THERE FOR THE CONCERT. SHE TRULY KNOWS MY LOVE FOR BEAST. <3<3<3 GAHHH. even my dad knows my love for beast now. :) yesyesyes, my first time see-ing beast performing. im going to scream my head off. literally! urghhh. i cant wait, im super duper HYPER RIGHT NOW. anyway i'll continue this tomorrow. :) BYE-YEOM!


OHHYESS. BEAST WON M! countdown again!
they won 2ne1! beast is truly amazing. :)
omg, i wanna go for the mnet ultimate live in singapore!
mblaq, 2pm,2am,beast, missA! FFFFFUUU.
BEAST! its like their 3rd visit to sg already! NO FAIR MAN.
COME TO MALAYSIA PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASE!!!
): < urghhh, okay i really dont care! im gonna go to singapore!
:) yes, yes i am. MUHAHAH! *evilface*

Ah, kikwangieee. <3
why you do this to me? D:
now my head is full of , kikwang kikwang kikwang kikwang kikwang kikwang 's
and i cant concentrate on my exam. ):
maybe if i stick a picture of you on my desk
i'll be able to do my exam better. :D!
i mean seroiusly, how can anyone hate kikwang?
he's so PERFECT!
i know people say nobody's perfect. but to me,
he's perfect. :)
Lee Gi Kwang, You're my bia's forever. :)
and i keep my word at that! :D
come to malaysia again, and be prepared for the
biggest surprise ever. :D
oh yeah ohyeah.
indo shawols are really crazy, learn to contorl urselves and dont hurt idols.
jjong and key already got hurt. hope they recover soon. :)

This was the last of the ''Handi snacks" :D
i ate all of them, teehee. they look disgusting but they're
surprisingly amazing. <3
i dint go to school again today. :D CHEEE, i just love my mum. this was what happened this morning,

Mum : *shakes me* wake up , time for school.
Me : ahhh, tired. 5 more minutes.
Mum : okay, 5 minutes over, wake up.
Me : i dont wanna go to school! ):
Mum : no, you have to go. you already dint go yesterday. *leaves me to sleep for five more minutes*
Mum : sam, do you wanna go to school?
Me : *no reply* , ( actually, i was faking sleeping. ) LMAO.
Mum : *covers me with blanket , off lights , on aircond*

Awwww, i love yooo! :D andand, she dint even ask me to study when my exams are just one wek away! i've just been sitting on the computer 24/7. :) she's being so nice to me :D
OHSHIT, speaking of exams. im not in the exam mood. im still in holiday mood.
fcuk. ! i just relax and relax while others are studying like crap! D: tsktsk, samsamsam *shakes head*.


i dint go to school today. :)
had to go to a funeral.
it wasreally really sad!
i wanted to cry but, i held it back
shy. :P

i have'nt blogged in quite sometime. :O
well, lazyness has taken over me.
and i theres no cure. D:

omgah! im starting to grow on shinee. DDDDD: !
NO SAM NO!!
YOU'RE FULLY DEDICATED TO BEAST!
NO OTHER.

Well, for now. Bye-yeom! abit of picture spam
in the next post. ;) btw! i heard jonghyun had an injury sooo...

GET WELL SOON JJONG! :)


Yes, i think that quote really means something. :)
its trueee. :O ,
school today was, well. normal, but better than other days. :D
buring pm, we did a "sexual adolscent " quiz or smth it was reallyy...
disgusting? it was sickkk! all the questions.... ==
ohgoddd.
i went to times square yesterday! :DDDDDDDD
and bought my k-pop stuffs. CHEEEEE! I LOVE MY DAD! He's really awesoom!
he finally knows my love for beasttt. ;) and he's taking me back there on the 20th
when all the new stocks come innn. new beast stuff! well, thats what the lady said.
i cant waitttt, i also cant wait for my mastermind to arrive!
i might come on friday or so. :)
i spent at least rm 130 yesterday on all beast stuff.
but really the stuff are expensiveeeeeee!!!!
some of the stuff i bought , please scroll down. :)

this is part of the clock, it has four sides and eacher of the side has a picture.
heres a side of it. ;D

the other side. :)

the top of it. :D

the other side. ;D

the whole clock, its really cool.
it lights up and changes colours, its really
nice when going to sleep. :)

fileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. the file was like rm15.90. ==!
the most expensive file i have ever seen.

the back of the file. i meann, other side.

MUG. :D im forever using this mug to drink. :D

phone strap/ keychain. :D this one is really unique
it has all the members pictures and stuff.

phone strap. :) i accidentally took dongwoon's name instead
of kikwang. D: !!! naah, its okay. i'll buy kikwang's keychain and lightstick
when i go nexttime. :)

Group lightstick. :D they also have the individual member one
i wanted to buy kikwang but no stock edi. D:

notebook. :D!

there 4 notebooks inside. :)


overall everything . :DDD! im officially the happiest girl everrrrrrrrr,
muahahaha. ithinkiminlove.
ohwel, for nowwwwwwwwww
BYE-YEOM!

ohgod, my star collection! omfgomfg, i see kpop evrywhere. *drools*
its heaven. :D i wana go thereee! D: maybe later or tmr. ):<
but, its at timesquareee! so farrr. !!
OH YES YES YES , BEAST WON MUSIC BANKK!!!
lmaooo, all of them cried. awwwww :) but i only got a pctchurr
of yoseob crying. poor thing, :) let me comfort you guys.

me and areshaaa yesterday, ahahaha. :D we had fun using the laptop camwhor-ing.
its a freaking MAC! godddamit, i want one!

messed around with some effects ahaha! :DDD
i loved this effect and the mirror one, had some good laughs.
could'nt breathe. ;3 played the piano and sang. :)

grrrrrr, i look so dam crappy here. but whatev's!
we ate MCD! :DDD yummmmmmmyyyy.

ahahahha, see me act cute. :3
im still wearing my uniform. D:

lmao, pig . OINK OINK!
:DDDD ahahaha. EPICNESS IN ME. lmfao

tf, i was actually talking to her. and she snaped it, and then i randomly posed. ;3

teeheeee! bully her. :D

I HATE YOU SETUPID GIRL! :) heeeee! we prank called so many people. :D
- phei chin, we talked indonesian and she thought it was her maid coming back from indonesia. AHAHAHHAHAHAHHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- Aubrey, talked in a man voice. :3
- kendrick, lmfao. pranked him that it was mr a. but, failed D:
- my dad. :D ahahaha, said that when's he gonna pay for the album purchase. :D
- brother, most boring one ever. -.-'' !

:DDD so fun.
woooooo hoooooo! puchase for my mastermind album! :DDD
CHEEEE, i love my dad! thankyou! :DDD

ohyeahhh, hyunaaaaa. i really really love her in her blode hair.
LOVE! seriously , its amazing! especially in the i my me mine m/v. :)

so goddam, pretty. :)

i wanna learn the dancee! but, it looks hard. D:
i only know the beggining part and the chorus. :O

:) i love the blonde. suits her more than red

all were from i my me mine m/v. :D
dam nice right?! I JUST LOVE ALL CUBE ENTERTAINMENT GROUPS/ARTIST! :D
beast, 4minute. etc etc! awesome. :D
alright, im off to studyyy, bye-yeom! :)

OMG. i really apologise for the kikwang picspam delay. LOL
i've just been so busy these few days. :)
went out with my brother and his friends just now.
Ate big apple yumm! ;D
i bought beast's mastermind malaysian version. :D
now i have 2 mastermind's. :)
&&, my brother bought 2 korean drama's and 1 japanese.
i dint know he liked korean/japanese drama's. xD
i just finished watching " Sky Of Love" with him,
OHMYGOD. its damn touching! i love it. even my brother cried.
and the guy inside also damn hot. :P
i rate it 10/10 HIGHLY RECOMMENDED. :D
but prepare alot of tissue. ;p
i'll do afew other posts to make up for the days i dint blog. :)
Bye-yeom!

(aww kikwang. i really neeed a hug right now. ):< *hugskikwang* How i wish i could hug you in real life!)

HELLLLLOOO PEOOOPLEEE! :D
ITS HAAALOOOWEEENNN. WOOO
Be afraid, very afraid. im under your bed. :) heeee.
Well, its not only halloween! its alsooo.........................................................................

CELEBRATING GIKWANG JOINING TWITTER! :D
OMFG. im serious, i got the SHOCK of my life.
when i heard he's on twitter. i jumped, and all my food droped on me.
ahahahha! now like everyone's spamming his @mentions.
so am i. i just hope he'll see it. :(
*pray* soo, 환영 to twitter kikwang ♥ ! :)
to celebrate. i'll do kikwang picspam later :D! ahahaha.
I slept at 2.00am yesterday ! why?
I was on twitter the whole night spamming kikwang and trying to trend #welcomeGK #welcomekikwang #welcomeKikwang !
The admin from "KikwangBiased" said that im kikwang's biggest fan! AHAHAH *screams*
of course i am. :) okay, for now,
bye-yeom!

When i went out yesterdayyy i bought kpop magazines. :D
and now the posters and stuff have polluted my room <3
:D thats the outside of my door.

Here's the inside. :D

And thats my computerrr area. :D
see those papers on my computer? ;3
they're all beast pictchursss. <3
woot. ilu beast
byeyeom!

Soooo, yesss. i had an awesome time with awesome people
yesterday. :)
i love you people. <3
dint take many picts though.
the movie was nicee :D
wai ching, phei chin and natelie kept on closing their eyes
at the sex scences and stuff. AHAHHA me and meiyin were like
*stare at screen, continue watching* HAHAH. xD
it was sad as well. :) i kinda cried . LOL
oh yeahhh ,
MY GODDD. JUST STOP BITCHING ABOUT IT ALREADY. THANKYOU!
WHAT THE FUCK DID WE EVEN DO ANYWAYS?!

ishhh, i cant stand it anymore larr !
I WANT NEED TO MEET BEAST.
I CANT LAST ANOTHER DAY. IM GONNA DIE!
DDD: <


3 pretty girls. :)
ANDDD, heres another one! meiyin <3
Sarang hae yo! :)

Wanted to eat MCD , butt
it was FULL! D:
no place to sit. so we ate KFC
and it was awesomee :) .

Ahemmm, waichign abit "siao"
already. haha , going the wrong way of the escalator. there were afew
people staring at us. :P
i miss the fun we had. :D
alright, off to eat. ;D
geeez , im getting so fat.
anywayy, since its after exams,
gotta start going to the gym and dance classes.
might enroll later. ciaoo
Bye-yeom!



SCREAMMMMMM! :D
EXAM IS OVERRR. FREEEDOMMMMM!
GOODBYE, BOOKS, EXERCISES, NOTES. I WILL MISS YOU :D
PFFFTTTT. LETS PARTY
I CANT WAIT FOR TOMORROW. GOING TO AEON WITH ,
- Wai ching
- Phei chin
- Mei Yin
- Natelie
WOOH. gonna have a great timee! :)
lets go karaoke and do stupid stuff. >:D
im getting more and more lazy to blog. D;
anywayyy, i'll blog agan later. :D
Bye-yeom!

Cant blog these days. but dont wanna leave it dead
so i just a short update now. ;D
i'll tell about my papers and upcoming stuff on
thrusday after my exam. god i cant wait!
for now, study. :)
at least i try okay! LOL.
Bye-yeom!


* i love you too kikwang

Suuupppp. :)
sooo, weeelll,
my plan for studying yesterday, sorta , kinda,
basically, pretty much failed. LOL
after i studied my english, i had to go to my uncle's
shop to help him cook and stuff. <: it was soo muchhh FUN!
i talked with my cousin's girlf alott. ;D
she's really fun. sooo, todayyy. i hope i'll be able to study,
and pray that i dont slack

OMFGGG, beast breath was on MTV just now!
lol, i dont know why when i see them on tv i get hyperr like fuck.
anyway, weird thing is i cried. HAHAHA! i let out all of my emotion towards them
at that time. my whole family was'nt awake yet. so i just cried
and it felt good. :) my eyes were red and swollen. i guess i cried cus
of missing their concert in malaysia. im still having regret towards myself for that.
i heard they'll be going to thailand for Mnet ultimate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and singapore as well!!!!
fcuk! i wanna go dam badly. but somethings telling to wait for them to come to
malaysia. sooooooo, im not suree. :( having problems choosing!
Sungkyunkwan scaldal drama is not bad. i watched it from 9:00 - 11:13 :)
not bad actually. the guys are cute <:! ohhhh, speaking of guys :D setia alam kopitiam has so many cute guys <:! omoooo!!! okay, study time! :) ishhhh, i need some BRANDS!
bye-yeom!



( Ahhh, kikwang. i wanna meet you so dam badly. i'd kill myself! )
Gooooooodddd afternoooon. :)
just finished studying english. now geography! D:
HATE LARRHH HATEEE.
SHINee is in singapore right now. ;o
sadly jjong wont be attending kpop night due to his ankle injury. get well soon!
my brother made breakfast for me. is'nt that sweet? :D
CHEEE, i wanna meet b2st so FUCKING badly.
i would do anything. literally ANYTHING! ):<

This is how much im trying to study for today. ;D
hopefully, i dont slack on it. ;p

Ahhhh, KH. the most favourite hated subject. at least for me. D; i just hate it.
sej, kh , maths and.........................

GEOGRAPHY! HATE IT DAM MUCH. i wanna kill the person who invented it!

Theee breakfast my brother made for me. <:
the egg looks disgusting. but not bad ;D!
alright off to geography!
BYE-YEOM!

*his smile is the only smile in the entire world that can actually cheer me up. :)*
BM exam was today.
and surprisingly it was'nt as hard as i expected it to be. :D
im superr happyy!
Today is like, the best day everrr! :D
Well, why ?
1. Bm exam was kinda easy.
2. Had nice lunch. *burpp*
3. beast was on mubank just now. so was shinee and 2pm's comeback.
5. beast debut story was on MTV just now!.
well, thats not all im excited about. ;) 5th reasonn............................................................................................................
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See, that package up there? its very special to me. :D
inside it is..................... BEAST MASTERMIND ALBUM! :DDD
WOOHOO. yes it came todayyy! im superrr happyyyyyyyyyy.
The package-ing is so nice. :) and neat as well.
i was having a hard time opening it. because i was too scared D:
its so fragile to me. <3 style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 345px; height: 460px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEirfbYteyoYayksD3MgZkzywFBa6OY4XspfjnrYhtw_wHOz8b38o3TMjiawmtNpozGRV08u7TjUZCIZal7gzH7retX740FwB53gdWN2Gx7deZ4X2-QfFz7JAX-9RxZ12pZhMbFsl-X6WMJq/s320/22102010_021.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5530806350011416850" border="0">i finally opened it and then i was afraid to remove the bubble wrap. ==!

Finally opened it after 15 minutes. LOL and its the most unique
album i have ever seen. seriously, its really special. ;o and interesting
i love the colours as well. its "solar" kinda of material. the one that reflects
light and rainbow colours get on it.

OHHHHHELLLLYEAHHH!
The poster is DAM BIG!
when i say DAM BIG, I MEAN DAM DAM DAM BIG!
and its soooooooo NICEEEE!
it really is. :) i dint expect it to be soooooo big!
L-O-L ! geee, today is full in expectations. :)

The poster and the album :).

See the colours? it is LOVE! LOVE! LOVE!
one thing i hate about myslef is for missing their showcase in malaysia
on june. screw it! D;

There's a boklet inside, the paper was really good quality. (i sound like a retard)

The cover of the booklet. :D

SEE WHATTT I MEANN BY UNIQUEEE? ;D
is'nt it ? thats how its suppose to open up! the cd is under the booklet. ;D

this is how it looks before
i opened up for the CD.

the size comparison. :O its much much much bigger comapred to the "shock of the new era" album. :)

i camwhored using terri's phone. LOL
my hair's all messy x-x i just got back from school.
IM SUPER HAPPY NOW.
im trying to collect all their albums. :) butttt, the "Beast is the B2st" album
is not in sale anymore noww. D: ! urggghhhhhhhhhh.
i cant freaking wait until exams are overr! party !!!!!!!!!!!!!
WOOHOOOOOOOOO.
alright! im gonna go bathe now. :p
BYE-YEOM!




As you can see, i changed my blogskin. :)
if you cant see, GO GET GLASSES!
Well, exam is tomorrow. and what am i doing?
Sitting here blogging
are'nt i just awesome? Fcuk! i shud be studying.
got quite alot more to memorise.
and, i dont wanna fail any subjects. im also feeling kinda down,
i dont know why. i realised, i cant be fucked waiting for you anymore.
your'e just the same, useless & yet dissapointing.

To some dogs ;
Please lah. no life ar? obviously no.
but that does'nt mean you can take other people's life. YOU HAVE NO FUCKING BRAIN! because, if you have one. you would use it. oh well, what to do? some people are just born that way.

I know this is'nt the right time for blogging or whatever.
but since i have'nt updated in weeks, i'll update it now.
came back from school kinda late. around 6.40 cus
my mum wanted to go to jj, so me and my brother waited in the car.
for like 40 minutes?
anddd, in that 40minutes me and my brother started talking
about well, personal stuff. it was the first-most deep talk i had with my brother.
i enjoyed it. i know all his secrets <: *evillaugh*

i'll blog tomorrow. or maybe after the exams. and warning,
the next post will be a long one
fornow, i need to hit the books!
bye-yeom!

Happy birthday beast!
its been one year since they debuted. and took my heart ><
iloveyou guys! dorky, goofy, funny, just Perfect :)
winning everything, and having so many fans support you.
i hope you guys are having a nice time celebrating :) well at least , us b2uty's are.
my life has changed. :) happy365days.
16th october of every year ♥
i will never forget. :) you have my support all the way. :D
if it were'nt for them, i would'nt have even known k-pop.
they made me fall in love with k-pop. :)
imsoproud ofthem. :)
i feel like crying right now. but im too tired. ><
i wanna stay up! but i just cant, the sleepiness is taking over me. well, i 'll try my best.
i'll go out my neighbourhood tmr and shout. :) yes. for now, BYE-YEOM!

FEW MORE MINUTES UNTIL BEAST ANNIVERSARY!
IM HYPED UP. AND WAITING,
MYGOD . I FEEL LIKE IM GONNA BURST IN TEARS ANY MOMENT NOW.
FUCKMYSELF. STAY CALM!
TRYING. BUT I CANT AAAAHHHHHHHHHH
HELPHELPHELP!

HAPPYANNIVERSARYBEAST! you know we love you.
and support you whole way. keep making me smile in every way, :)
iloveyoudorks! how will my life be complete w/o you guys?

* be prepared for some emotional stuff later><*

WHUDDUP! :D
its a friday! :)
and i love friday's my mood is always good on these days.
i just finished watching beast documentary in singapore on mtv
yeahhh, i jsut watched the last parts. ): and i saw the part where there were 4 girls
and they got to have a bus ride with beast while beast sang an acapella version of shock to them
MYGOD, if i was one of those girls, i would be crying just by the sight of them
Am i proud to be a fan? FUCKYES

oh and, it was hard for me to decide butttt, welll.....
i turned down the opportunity to go to Mnet ultimate in singapore. :)
well, i wanna go soooo goddamn badly. butt, i wanna see beast in malaysia rather in singapore
so, i shall wait. and if they do come again, *first in line* :)
words cannot describe my "fangirl-ism" for them. only one can
" if i do see them, i know 100% that i will definitely cry."
yesyes, watching them on tv already made me teary. can imagine if i see them r/l ?
yes. i can, LOL.

my brother went for adam lamberrt yesterday. :) he said out of 10 he would give it a
11. :O im sooo jealous, he got the vip pass! i'l ltake a picture of it soon. kidna lazy now. well, how he got it? he painted his nails black and wore black make-up/eyeliner. ;o ! thats how he got chosen i guess. he's always the lucky one anyway! even for mtv world stage, he got the passes cus the guy called him out of the hundreds/thousands of people there. i wish i was as lucky as him. D:

well, for now. BYE-YEOM!

i had to update before i sleep.
so yes, im trying to keep calm right but i just CANTTTTTTTTTTT.
OHGODDDDDDDD>
:::: FROM NOW ONWARDS CAPITAL LETTERS! ::::

I CANT BELIVE IM GOING FOR MNET ULTIMATE LIVE IN SINGAPORE!!!!! ISOFUCKINGLOVEYOUMOMMY.
SHE WAS LIKE ITS OKAY IF ITS EXPENSIVE. IM FLYING THERE FOR THE CONCERT. SHE TRULY KNOWS MY LOVE FOR BEAST. <3<3<3 GAHHH. even my dad knows my love for beast now. :) yesyesyes, my first time see-ing beast performing. im going to scream my head off. literally! urghhh. i cant wait, im super duper HYPER RIGHT NOW. anyway i'll continue this tomorrow. :) BYE-YEOM!


OHHYESS. BEAST WON M! countdown again!
they won 2ne1! beast is truly amazing. :)
omg, i wanna go for the mnet ultimate live in singapore!
mblaq, 2pm,2am,beast, missA! FFFFFUUU.
BEAST! its like their 3rd visit to sg already! NO FAIR MAN.
COME TO MALAYSIA PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASE!!!
): < urghhh, okay i really dont care! im gonna go to singapore!
:) yes, yes i am. MUHAHAH! *evilface*

Ah, kikwangieee. <3
why you do this to me? D:
now my head is full of , kikwang kikwang kikwang kikwang kikwang kikwang 's
and i cant concentrate on my exam. ):
maybe if i stick a picture of you on my desk
i'll be able to do my exam better. :D!
i mean seroiusly, how can anyone hate kikwang?
he's so PERFECT!
i know people say nobody's perfect. but to me,
he's perfect. :)
Lee Gi Kwang, You're my bia's forever. :)
and i keep my word at that! :D
come to malaysia again, and be prepared for the
biggest surprise ever. :D
oh yeah ohyeah.
indo shawols are really crazy, learn to contorl urselves and dont hurt idols.
jjong and key already got hurt. hope they recover soon. :)

This was the last of the ''Handi snacks" :D
i ate all of them, teehee. they look disgusting but they're
surprisingly amazing. <3
i dint go to school again today. :D CHEEE, i just love my mum. this was what happened this morning,

Mum : *shakes me* wake up , time for school.
Me : ahhh, tired. 5 more minutes.
Mum : okay, 5 minutes over, wake up.
Me : i dont wanna go to school! ):
Mum : no, you have to go. you already dint go yesterday. *leaves me to sleep for five more minutes*
Mum : sam, do you wanna go to school?
Me : *no reply* , ( actually, i was faking sleeping. ) LMAO.
Mum : *covers me with blanket , off lights , on aircond*

Awwww, i love yooo! :D andand, she dint even ask me to study when my exams are just one wek away! i've just been sitting on the computer 24/7. :) she's being so nice to me :D
OHSHIT, speaking of exams. im not in the exam mood. im still in holiday mood.
fcuk. ! i just relax and relax while others are studying like crap! D: tsktsk, samsamsam *shakes head*.


i dint go to school today. :)
had to go to a funeral.
it wasreally really sad!
i wanted to cry but, i held it back
shy. :P

i have'nt blogged in quite sometime. :O
well, lazyness has taken over me.
and i theres no cure. D:

omgah! im starting to grow on shinee. DDDDD: !
NO SAM NO!!
YOU'RE FULLY DEDICATED TO BEAST!
NO OTHER.

Well, for now. Bye-yeom! abit of picture spam
in the next post. ;) btw! i heard jonghyun had an injury sooo...

GET WELL SOON JJONG! :)


Yes, i think that quote really means something. :)
its trueee. :O ,
school today was, well. normal, but better than other days. :D
buring pm, we did a "sexual adolscent " quiz or smth it was reallyy...
disgusting? it was sickkk! all the questions.... ==
ohgoddd.
i went to times square yesterday! :DDDDDDDD
and bought my k-pop stuffs. CHEEEEE! I LOVE MY DAD! He's really awesoom!
he finally knows my love for beasttt. ;) and he's taking me back there on the 20th
when all the new stocks come innn. new beast stuff! well, thats what the lady said.
i cant waitttt, i also cant wait for my mastermind to arrive!
i might come on friday or so. :)
i spent at least rm 130 yesterday on all beast stuff.
but really the stuff are expensiveeeeeee!!!!
some of the stuff i bought , please scroll down. :)

this is part of the clock, it has four sides and eacher of the side has a picture.
heres a side of it. ;D

the other side. :)

the top of it. :D

the other side. ;D

the whole clock, its really cool.
it lights up and changes colours, its really
nice when going to sleep. :)

fileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. the file was like rm15.90. ==!
the most expensive file i have ever seen.

the back of the file. i meann, other side.

MUG. :D im forever using this mug to drink. :D

phone strap/ keychain. :D this one is really unique
it has all the members pictures and stuff.

phone strap. :) i accidentally took dongwoon's name instead
of kikwang. D: !!! naah, its okay. i'll buy kikwang's keychain and lightstick
when i go nexttime. :)

Group lightstick. :D they also have the individual member one
i wanted to buy kikwang but no stock edi. D:

notebook. :D!

there 4 notebooks inside. :)


overall everything . :DDD! im officially the happiest girl everrrrrrrrr,
muahahaha. ithinkiminlove.
ohwel, for nowwwwwwwwww
BYE-YEOM!

ohgod, my star collection! omfgomfg, i see kpop evrywhere. *drools*
its heaven. :D i wana go thereee! D: maybe later or tmr. ):<
but, its at timesquareee! so farrr. !!
OH YES YES YES , BEAST WON MUSIC BANKK!!!
lmaooo, all of them cried. awwwww :) but i only got a pctchurr
of yoseob crying. poor thing, :) let me comfort you guys.

me and areshaaa yesterday, ahahaha. :D we had fun using the laptop camwhor-ing.
its a freaking MAC! godddamit, i want one!

messed around with some effects ahaha! :DDD
i loved this effect and the mirror one, had some good laughs.
could'nt breathe. ;3 played the piano and sang. :)

grrrrrr, i look so dam crappy here. but whatev's!
we ate MCD! :DDD yummmmmmmyyyy.

ahahahha, see me act cute. :3
im still wearing my uniform. D:

lmao, pig . OINK OINK!
:DDDD ahahaha. EPICNESS IN ME. lmfao

tf, i was actually talking to her. and she snaped it, and then i randomly posed. ;3

teeheeee! bully her. :D

I HATE YOU SETUPID GIRL! :) heeeee! we prank called so many people. :D
- phei chin, we talked indonesian and she thought it was her maid coming back from indonesia. AHAHAHHAHAHAHHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- Aubrey, talked in a man voice. :3
- kendrick, lmfao. pranked him that it was mr a. but, failed D:
- my dad. :D ahahaha, said that when's he gonna pay for the album purchase. :D
- brother, most boring one ever. -.-'' !

:DDD so fun.
woooooo hoooooo! puchase for my mastermind album! :DDD
CHEEEE, i love my dad! thankyou! :DDD

ohyeahhh, hyunaaaaa. i really really love her in her blode hair.
LOVE! seriously , its amazing! especially in the i my me mine m/v. :)

so goddam, pretty. :)

i wanna learn the dancee! but, it looks hard. D:
i only know the beggining part and the chorus. :O

:) i love the blonde. suits her more than red

all were from i my me mine m/v. :D
dam nice right?! I JUST LOVE ALL CUBE ENTERTAINMENT GROUPS/ARTIST! :D
beast, 4minute. etc etc! awesome. :D
alright, im off to studyyy, bye-yeom! :)